but saying goodbye to genevieve was surreal... for some reason her being away hasn't hit me...
i didn't realize it would be so hard to see him go. that night those things he said about me ment so much, and i am so greatful that i got to know him... but its so bitter sweet cause now he's gone.
dave. i hate this. dave left. i couldn't say anythign that really expressed how i feel when we were saying goodbye.
this is all so much. its all happeneing so fast. i haven't seen any of my. jr... err sr. friends in so long, and i want to... but i guess they are going to have to wait until next week.
i wish i had time to write a real entry... but here i am on the go... at vanessa's house now.
i love you all, and saying goodbye is so hard.
lots of love